14.11.11

Day #210 The lowest low


Of all the things has happened in my life, yes there were some very low times. Those times when I felt alone. Those times when I could not believe of what was happening. Those times when I kept blaming my self and all surroundings. Those times when I got lost I barely knew who I was, what was happening and did not know what to do. Times when you felt you kept running in circle and just want to escape to another dimension. In one of those low times, there was the lowest low. It was when I lost my faith on many things, when the flame is fading out slowly.

At that time, all I needed to do was actually talk to myself. Shutting down what my brain probed me and listened to my heart first. Q&A sessions like a devil’s advocate until I feel I finally found my torch to light up the world again. Although, talking to my self, our self, is never easy.

Today, I am so glad I can be the one standing next to someone who is on his low times, and to be the one he can chat with.

Everything is going to be fine, dear you. If it is not now, it will oneday.

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