Day #170 ... and the universe conspires.

I think life gets complicated when we hit the almost-moment.

What is an almost-moment? It is a moment when we thought we had tried our best, and we did try our best. We thought the moment is there, the chance is there, the passion is there, the effort is all out and extra miles, unfortunately the expectation is also at the maximum level.

It is hard to put no expectation on something you are craving for. Something you have been waiting for a long time. Something you hope for and those are what keep you alive.

And suddenly a strange thing gets in your way. Things you never knew it would rise up to the surface of your victory moment and take steal your thunder.

Then everything is gone.

You start questioning what went wrong why it is all happen whose fault is this what if this what if that what should I do who is to blame what I have missed would have could have should have done things.

There. Life suddenly gets complicated. 

But I remember a friend told me that when life gets very complicated, maybe we should stop doing anything and just wait. Because sometimes, life untie itself. 

Just like today.