I hardly remember the last time I feel that this is the house of me, this house was my early obsession on my age of 28. I built it with every drops of my sweat and passions. The first thing I had bought before the house was built; was my curve lamp. I bought it with my advertising award prize. Another prizes came, together with vouchers valued Rp. 14.000.000. Thank God it was Ace Hardware vouchers, I cannot imagine spending such amount of money in Metro Big Sale that I am sure would be a major waste. And so I bought some home materials and appliance.
I was so into this house. It was myself who decided where to put the toilets. But then, things came up. And ever since, I spent of my days mostly in my mom's house which was only a few steps away next to my house.
This house, practically was just a transit motel for me.
Today,
I woke up earlier and looked around. I really need to get back on my feet again and get a grip on what I have and feasible for me now and I will not take things for granted, I said to my self.
So I get Titan to wake up earlier and go cycling together. The first time in my life riding a bike in this neighborhood after I have been living here for 15 years. Thank you for the city park nearby. Then I had proper breakfast and cleaned up the house and do gardening (which is, not so me) thanks to my mom who helps me how to do it.
Look, my house has soul now. I managed to catch all the spirits and put them back into the house.

Welcome home, Soul. Have great new days.
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